恶魔在身边

The sky was grey....
The rain just stopped...
The weather was cooling....
However....
I'm feeling so tired....
Not because of lack of sleep... Perhaps...
Something seem to struggle inside my thoughts and mind....
Why do I feel this way?
I don't know.. I got no answer... I don' have a solution...
Or maybe I simply do not want to care and bother....
I am restless... powerless... helpless.....
but I need to be strong enough to fight on another day....
because there is simply no other alternative for me....
The Devil is here....