Tuesday, January 20, 2009

3 version of Kiss Goodbye

Michael Learns To Rock-Take Me To Your Heart


Nu Flavor - Kiss goodbye


Jacky Cheung - Goodbye Kiss (Original)

Internal Struggle

I must have done something very wrong and bad in my previous life...
Why do I keep crashing with her?
What is it she want from me?
I will never understand her...
OMG... Woman.... Faint...
I know you will never understand the internal struggle I have
because I always behaving so tough and "hack care" attitude toward you
It is not that I don't care.. but
I choose the other way to show my love...
which you do not understand or choose not to accept it.
It is either I change the way I behave or you have to accept
the way that I treated you...
Oh my God... Can you enlightened me...
I am so lost....... like a wandering spirit in a big ocean...
What did I do wrong?

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Very Full

Have a heavy dinner just now with a few colleagues (one from Holland)
at Bugis Area. The restauarnt name is Wing Seong Fatty (if I remember correctly)
It was a last minute thing for me as I didn't know this colleague is coming.
Anyway, it was a good dinner and bring him around Bugis area.
It was also a surprise that the place changed quite a lot...
Haha.. it must be ages since I been there...
Then when I reached home... Guess what..
My younger twin sister who just arrived home from Kuching (Sarawak)
bought back a packet of noodle. OMG....
My mum asked me to eat it...
Actually, I was full.. real full... super full...
But as I do not like to waste food...
and it was especially delivered through "DHL" from Kuching so I just ate the whole packet up.
The noodle was not bad except it was cold liao... haha...
Then I feel a bit "cold in the stomach" and Guess what...
I made a cup of coffee... lolx...
Sipping the coffee and feeling so nice and warm...
But now ... feel tired.. but not sleepy
What can I do?
Thousand of questions, thought, memories flashed through my mind...
Hmm..... Better go listen some music or read some positive thinking book
before I let my imagination run wild again....
Good Night & Sweet Dream Everyone...
=)

Monday, January 12, 2009

Forgotten my hp yet again!

It's lunch time...and I should be having my lunch...
But hor... feel a bit lazy...
Then this is the 2nd time in 2 weeks which I forgotten to bring my hp.
OMG.. I seem to be having short term memory...
Maybe age is catching up on me...
Maybe too tired and didnt sleep well last night...
Maybe I was in a rush so I forgotten...
Maybe...
Stop giving so much excuses....
It's just my problem anyway....
OK... Go for a short nap before lunch break is over...
Have a good day everybody....
Keep smiling (even though I am full of anger now.. haha)
ALways look on the bright side of life...
Cheers ^_^

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Dinner at East Coast Park

I don't feel like going anywhere...
But as usual, they tried to drag me along to the dinner..
Faint... Since my sis's bf is driving so so I just go lor...
We went to C. Nai Hong Kong Express (part of Hong Kong Cafe) at East Coast Park.
It was my first time there and there are a lot of variety of nice food.
Well... in the end, we have our full and I volunteer to foot the bill
because my sis's bf pay all the time and I feel bad...
So I told him.. "I'll pay this time, please don't fight with me, thank!"
After that, we took a stroll at East Coast.
There were so many people at the beach...
Some were running...
Some were having BBQ....
Some were fishing....
Some were cuddling and chatting...
Some were just dancing, skating, roller blading etc...
Feel so good to take a walk after a heavy dinner at the beach...
How I wish I can stay near seaside and go to a beach
if I am feeling down or frustrated....
Haha... Just wanted to shout at the big sea and tell "God"
Take me away.......to a far far place....
where there is peace and harmony everyday >.<

Sunday, January 4, 2009

New Year Shopping

It's been a long long time (more than 10yrs) since I last do some shopping for New Year.
Well, it just happened that I went to help my sister return her library books
at Woodlands Civic Centre. I went to the top level of the mall and found a small shop
selling quite a number of nice and cheap clothings.
In the end, I bought a pair of jean and polo t-shirt. Haha.. cost less than $40 bucks.
Then I went to shop again at Causeway Point and found a pair of nice cheap shoe.
LoL.. I went to purchase it and guess what...
The cashier gave me the wrong change. The shoe cost $40 and I gave her $50 but
she returned me $20 instead of $10. I only noticed it when I was out of the shop.
Oh damn it... should I return the "extra" money to that pretty cashier?
My conscience keep telling me to return but I got thousand of excuses not to do so...
I tell myself "Nvm.. I am lazy to walk back to the shop"
"Maybe I took it as a 25% discount for the shoe".
"Ok, I will donate this money to charity"
In the end, I just fold the money and throw it one side of my wallet.
Anyway, I am happy with my purchase for the New Year because those 3 new stuffs
are all within my budget of $100. HaHa...
I am always so stingy with my own spending because I always have the mindset
of "want, need and wish"...
Of course, it was less stressful shopping alone as I can take my own sweet time and
decide if I really want that item as well..
Hope that 2009 will be a good year for everyone...
Cheers =)

Thursday, January 1, 2009

New Year Eve

Yesterday was 31st Dec 2008... The last day of the year before 2009 arrived.
It was a "sad" farewell to 2 of my colleagues whom I really get to know better through playing table tennis. We organised a farewell lunch for them since it was also half day for the company.

When we reached Novena, one of the colleagues want to buy 2 gifts at the very last minute on that day. Me and SB accompanied this colleague Zeya to search all over the places in the shopping mall and finally he make a choice to get 2 thumbdrives of 8GB. Then he went to one of the stationary shops for the presents to be wrapped up and bought 2 cards.. Haha.. his expression seem so serious and worried when he choose the gift because I seldom see such expression on him as he is a "Joker" to us. All these took about 30min...
We arrived at the Peranankan eating house near Novena and were "late by 30min" because of the last minute gift.

The food was nice and to my liking at least. I can see on their faces that they seem so
happy and positive even though they lost their jobs... At least, this is also one good things
which I can learn from them... Be positive and optimistic in life no matter what happen..
Easier said than done but I am sure we will all overcome these tough times ahead...

To be honest, I really hope I am the one who was asked go and not them.
Because I super hate my leader and his attitude towards work. Pissed....
(No doubt I keep telling myself not to hate anyone in 2009 and "forgive them" - OMG)
Why does the company have to treat them like that just because of this economic crisis?
In such bad times, certain number of people have to be "sacrificed" in order for the company
and others to survive. Yet why is it always the "good and nice" people the one who have
to suffer such fate? I still feel so unfair and unjust for them to leave.
But on the other positive side, I am sure they will succeed anywhere in other company
because they are very capable and got the ability to overcome these obstacles...

Lastly, I really enjoy knowing the 2 of you. Although the times spend with you guys was short,
but I will remember and keep those memories in my heart always.
I truly wish them all the best and hope to stay in touch with them (Mr Sin Chee & Roger)
Take care too... Happy New Year...
May both of you find your new jobs soon and hopefully if got lobang, I might also
joined you guys soon. Cheers ^_^

42nd CSLC

42nd CSLC
Leader......