The battle begin...

Damn it... I lose my cool yesterday night....
I screamed... I shouted...
My eyes was filled with fiery fire...
My hand was ready to strike...
My head was telling me "just do it"

Well... I still know what I am saying or reacting...
However, I know I cannot stand him anymore...
He is the one who betrayed my trust....
He is the one who I suddenly feel so disappointed...
He is the one I respect most....
He is the one I always look upon as a good role model....
He has changed...
He is not the one I used to know...
He has become a devil... and I will have to fight against this devil...
I have to protect them because it is my responsibility now....
Come on... I will not give up....
No matter what... I will fight on...
When the going get tough...
the tough get going....

I cried... I struggled...
Yet I know the pain will slowly be healed...
Trust me.. I will overcome all the obstacles and be strong enough
to carry on the battle
God bless me...