Sinking Ship

I feel like a sinking ship....
slowly...
gradually....
watching myself... submerging into the bottom of the sea...
Wait...... I will not allow myself to be drowned just like that...
I will find my escape route...
I need to stay afloat and find a help....
I must find something for me to float and survived this obstacle
this big storm... this heavy strong current....

The wave is getting stronger day by day....
Will I find a solution.....
I need to be strong mentally... psychologically....
No matter what happen....
I can only look at the sky and hope for the best....
Right now... I will just let the wave... the water... the current
carry me to where I should belong....
slowly drifting and hopefully
I can reached an island .....

or if I am lucky....
There will be a small boat coming to rescue me
take me to a safe place
I wish...
I pray...
I hope....
for now...
let me close my eyes and
think of nothing....
because I am tired...
-.-