Chicken Curry =p

Today, after my jogging, i get to eat one of my favourite dish...
Curry Chicken... so yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmy!
Looking at the potatoes, the chicken and the curry gravy...

OMG... the look of it is just so tempting...

irresistable... delicious... spicy.... fantastic
Mixing it with the rice, put into my mouth

waaaa... making my whole body feel so "hot and high"

Very SHIOK siah...

By the way, this is my mummy specially home cooked

curry chicken with special receipe... lol... just kidding!

Mum, can you please add more cabbages next time hor...

because I love veggies...

thank u... muack =)

My cousin & financial planning

Do you believe in coincidence? Do you think the world is quite small? Well, I met one of my cousin (called him 3S) for appointment on Saturday. I know he was a finanical planner/consultant with Prudential. More amazingly is that he was under the same agency which I have been working for previously. (I was once a Prudential advisor .. keke) But not only that, he was also work for the same manager which I have been under previously.

He was also surprised because he didnt know I have study finance and investment planning
and went for the PSA training at Prudential (in 2004). But I left after 6months in the job
because I feel this is not "my cup of tea" ... haha... maybe I still prefer "coffee"
At that time he was still doing his final year Engineering degree in his University.

At the same time, we also talked about some of the previous colleagues which I knew
and how he get to know about the finance and insurance industry.
Well, he was accompanying his soon to be wife (getting married in this Sept 2008)
to listen to the talk in 2005 and somehow or rather he was quite interested and
soon after he also went for the PSA training. And that is how he become an advisor
(now they are called financial consultant - nicer name =p)

Well, times really flies like nobody business... Me and 3S were very close cousins
because we were staying next to each other in Yishun 11yrs ago...
We often played marbles, soccer, basketball, cycling, badminton etc together
and attend the same primary school. He was always one of my role model and
until now, he still set a good example which I really respect and got a lot to learn from him too.
I always admire the way he do things, his intelligence, the way he talk and his leadership
(that why he was an officer during NS time)
Haha... finally, he got this lovely and charming smile which make girls attract to him easily.
That must be one of the reasons why his wife was attracted to him (i guess =p)

Anyway, we met again today (Sunday 24 Feb) and he arranged a policy which suit
my need. I have no problem agreeing to sign and pay the money on the spot because
I have full confidence and belief in what he is doing and since I have study the same
things before, therefore I also know the "pros and cons" of the policy term and conditions.
Furthermore, I feel that if I do not start a plan now (since it is cheaper and more affordable)
then if something really happen to me, at least my parents and family (if I get married in future)
then I do not need to worry so much.

Financial planning is definitely very important nowaday. We need to have sufficient savings
for retirement and also enjoyment. Furthermore, if I happened to die first, then at least my next of kin will also have some form of coverage and protection for another couple of years and ease some of their burden too. Well, I am not trying to be negative or pessimistic
but you will never know what is going to happen in life, isn't it so?
That is why it is better to have some "backup plan" since i am still "young"
At least, I know the policy will benefit me (as well as my family) in the long term and
my future is being taken care of if something really happen.
It is also a commitment to take up such a policy because you need to pay the premiums
monthly and also be able to sustain in a long period of time.

To those who do not save or have doubts on such policy, maybe it is time for you to start thinking to have your own fiancial planning. It is never too young or early to develop such a good and nice habit. Good luck to you =)

The day I went CRAZY

Yesterday, I finally found the courage to say "Sorry" to my youngest twin sister.
I knew I was overboard and unreasonable the previous night before...
I should not have make such a fuss over her complaint on the food...
Thinking back, I was just too reckless, impulsive and went too much to "threaten to hit her"
I guess the Devil inside me empowered my mind and brain at that moment...
Luckily, I am still able to control my own body movement and didnt use any violence...
OMG... I really wondered what will happen if I "strike" the first blow...
Thank goddness... I am able to regain my rationality and nothing happened in the end.
Whatever I must be thinking that day is just plain ridiculous and unexplainable.
Really not sure how I finally managed to master enough courage to say a simple word
"dui bu qi and sorry, please forgive kor"
haha.. thinking back and quite amazingly...
the sentence just came out of my mouth... phew
I dare to admit that I am wrong... feeling disgusted and ashamed of my attitude.
As a brother, I should be protecting my sister and not hurt them instead..
Hopefully this will never happen again.

Thank God...

Shen Dian Xia (Fei Fei) have gone

Another popular HK artist, Fei Fei have passed away.
While watching the news, it suddenly hit me..
What is more important in life?
What do we really want?
At different stage of our life, our priority will be changed and we have other needs/desire.
At least, I am fortunate that my health is still fine and strong... (at least for now)

Which of the following do you want?
Got wealth, no health...
Got health, no wealth...
Got wealth, health and happiness...
In a ideal world, we all want to have everything...
Happiness, Health, Joy, Good fortune & Wealth..
But the actual fact is that reality is cruel, unfair & sometimes beyond our control.

Hereby, I wish Fei Fei can rest in peace on the other part of the world.
Thank for your hilarious, funny and witty entertainment show & drama in the past
You shall always be remembered
and live in our memories forever!
God Bless....

Freak Accident

Ouch...
Suddenly... a pain struck my neck and both side of my shoulders become very stiff and aching...
This happened yesterday after lunch time at 2.15pm when I was replying to an email and
also having sametime with my colleague....
Oh My Goddness... the sudden freak accident make my whole neck very stiff and pain indeed.
I am unable to move my neck left and right...
I can only look upright, staring straight at my laptop screen...
I don't even have the mood and momentus to do anything because of this freak accident...
I kept thinking.. how can such a thing happen to me?
Was it my sitting posture...
Or did I sit in the office under the air con for too long?
Or was it the food I ate during lunch just now that caused this?
LOL.. I can think of all kind of lame, stupid and incredible reasons but
there will still be no answer to how the accident can happen since it was FREAK...

Anyway, I came to this conclusion...
It is Heaven's will and somebody up above want me to take a rest from my work...
Maybe it might turn out to be a blessing in disguise...
Haha.. it was lame but who cares...
There are so many freak and funny accidents happening everywhere in the world...
Who know.. while you are reading my blog, a "freak accident" is awaiting for you...
haha.. just kidding...
Don't take it so seriously because life is already so stressed out...and so tiring...

Well, it was my company "Lou Hei" today... They invited Lion & Dragon dance to
bring good luck, good fortune and prosperity for the company...
Hope that this can turn the company fortunes and make more money this year
even though I do not have much confidence and beliefs in them.. haha
Cause if so, why are there so many employees leaving at the start of the year... lmao..
I will not be attending the "Lou Hei" this year since I am resting at home
after being given a 2 days Medical Leave by the doctor
who decided that my freak accident is bad enough as he have also given me a jab too...
Well... whatever it is, I will make use of the MC and planned for my future and development
as what I have been thinking all this while...

Time for me to start updating my resume and send to my future prospective employer
hopefully, there will be no "freak accidents" anymore for me this year...
haha...

10 funny flirting facts

Haha... just came across an article on flirting...
actually it can be quite lame...
but who cares.... Read on.... =)


So you’ve mastered the eye-contact game and can beckon a cute prospect with a few coy glances… but do you really know all there is to know about the fine art of come-hither? Just to make sure you’re up to speed, we culled some very surprising info that you can use to your advantage. Read on for some juicy tidbits that may up your cute quotient in no time

1. Flirting is good for you. Studies show that people who flirt have higher white blood-cell counts, which boost their immunity and keep them healthy.

2. Think it ends at a little eye batting? Hardly—all told, scientists say there are 52 “flirting signals” used by humans. Of these, the hair flip is the most common.

3. In some places, flirting is illegal. In Little Rock, AR, an antiquated law is still on the books warning that engaging in playful banter may result in a 30-day jail term. In New York City, another outdated law mandates that men may be fined $25 for gazing lasciviously at a female; a second conviction stipulates the offender wear a pair of blinders whenever he goes out for a walk.

4. Why wait for Happy Hour? Lots of people get their flirt on during their morning commute. A full 62 percent of drivers have flirted with someone in a different vehicle while on the go, and 31 percent of those flirtations, it turns out, resulted in a date.

5. Flirting need not occur face to face. According to Pew Research, 40 percent of people who look for love online say they can easily flirt with someone via email or IM.

6. In the Victorian era, fans were the ultimate playful prop that could communicate all sorts of messages. A fan placed near the heart meant, You have won my love. A half-opened fan pressed to the lips suggested, You may kiss me. Hiding the eyes behind an open fan meant, I love you, while opening and closing the fan several times warned, You are cruel. Given how much a fan could come in handy, it’s a shame they ever invented air conditioning.

7. These days, cell phones do the flirting. In one survey, half of all mobile phone users have texted suggestive messages to keep things interesting while away from their amour.

8. Watch out, you can overdo it. According to the Social Issues Research Centre, the most common mistake people make when flirting is maintaining too much eye contact.

9. Sometimes, flirty gestures aren’t what they seem. Research has shown that men tend to routinely mistake friendly behavior for flirting.

10. Flirting is universal. A woman living in New York City and one in rural Cambodia may not have much in common, but when it comes to attracting a little attention, they both employ the very same move: smiling, arching their eyebrows, then averting their gaze and giggling. Animals flirt, too: Birds, reptiles, and even fish have their own way of strutting their stuff. Moral of the story: If the simple sea bass can act cute to enhance a romantic agenda, you can, too—so give it a go!

Feeling Tired >.<

I am so tired...
Physically I am ok...
Emotionally I am fine...
but mentally, I am drained...exhausted and "lost"
How long more do I want to continue like this?
What do I want in my life?
What is my goals currently?
How can I progress in my next step?
Should I refine and set up a plan and follow accordingly?
Maybe that is why I am tired... without any directions...
Frustrated with work, with myself, with boss, with family, with many issues
Keep telling my head... Cool down... Stay composed... Be calm...
Aiyo... Count to 10 and wash your face... drink some water/tea/coffee/ice lemon tea
and stop complaining too much... Mr Crazy Guy...
Ok.. I shall not complain too much since I should be thankful
that I am more fortunate and lucky than many others...
Well... one thing is... no matter what happen... I must not fall so easily...
Be mentally strong and face the challenges ahead...
Come on... I can do it... May the power be with me...
Please stop thinking because I do not want to become a N.A.T.O
What is a NATO... lol.. not a japanese word...
it mean No Action Talk Only... lol
A new term I learn from my colleague... will explain more next time
Hooray.. it is weekend tomorrow...
Time to go home and have my dinner...
By the way, I might be talking crap and having CRAZY thoughts
but I am still a perfectly SANE and NORMAL human being.
Cheers =)


PS: For those who want to comment and criticise anything,
Please feel free to do so because my blog is always
open for feedback... No matter what you said, I will simply not
be bother or be too depressed by your comments.
Since this blog is open to everyone, you have all the right to say
whatever you want but don't curse and swear my family.. thank!

.................

I feel so lost...
without any sense of direction...
what am I doing now?
what do I want now?
Anybody out there can help or give me a hand?
I shouted...scream to my max volume...
Ultimatley, I realised I am alone...
I know this day will come...
What can I do now?
I live on to fight for another day...

OK... the most important now is to
go back home a little happier with a smile on my face everyday...
God Bless =)

Heartless and Cruel?

It is back to "business" as usual.
First day at work after a long holidays for me...
Everything seem fine except... the time is passing too SLOWLY...
Somemore.. the system I am using is DOWN and cannot login now ... piangz... sianz 1/2
Just now went to vending machine to get a cup of tea...
There was a DPM beside me and suddenly, he smile at me...
There was a strange look on his smile...
He was the one who "fired" and asked one of his subordinate to get lost one year ago.
That subordinate happened to be one of the good colleague I known here.
What a hypocrite fellow he is...
Putting on a smile in front of me... but I just stared at him fiercely,
get my tea and "disappeared into thin air"
The incident suddenly flashed across my mind when I met this colleague (called him A)
last week at the staff shop.
I have a good working relationship with A and all of a sudden
I do not see him in office for a number of weeks. I kept asking myself what happen to him?
And when I known the truth that he was sacked and asked to "get out of the company",
I was like... why must that manager be so heartless and sacked him just like that without
even giving him any notice upfront? I felt so unfair for him. Bloody piece of shxx!

Perhaps it was a blessing in disguise that the colleague (called him A)
was being "sacked" and right now he is a project manager himself at another
company. I asked him "how is life going on there?" He replied "not too bad,
at least I am happier than last time" He also shared with me that his company
is expanding and need to hire people. I told him "if got any good lobang, must
recommend to me"... He replied "sure, I'll give you a call" Then we wished each
other a "happy new year" and he left in his car.

Coming to think of it, is it true people who are at the management level
are usually unscrupulous, heartless, ambitious, greedy, cruel and many more bad
adjectives or nouns to describe them... Do people really change for the "worst"
once they have more... getting to higher level and becoming more and more
"evil and cruel" to their subordinate and colleagues just because they want to
achieve their goals and target for the company? I do not know whether will I become
like them one day... if so, then God bless me! I simply cannot bring myself to
"chop and fire people just like that"
Hopefully, this day will never come or happen to me. (being fired by the boss)
because I will definitely "fired the boss first"...

Happiness and Joy

Just been to my cousin's condo yesterday in the eastern area...
The house was at ground level.. with some beautiful plants outside
It was so lovely and the house was filled with air of happiness and joy
from the moment I stepped inside the place.
The swimming pool was big and

I saw some kids and adults were swimming and playing with the water.

(of course there were no bikini babes (only mummies).. lol)

My 2nd 姑姑, 5th uncle with his wife and their kids arrived there first.
My mum also prepared a big tray of fried rice, bee hoon,
a chocolate butter cake and almond longan desert.
Over at their side, they also ordered KFC, fried tofu (with lots of ingredients) and pizza...
Did I missed anything out? Oh yeah.. still got the drink and agar agar...lol
OMG... i saw all the food.. it was so yummy... wanted to gobble down everything..
haha... the food are making me drooling all over with salivia coming out (almost lah =p)

I went to the one of the room and it was like a little playground...

the kind which I have been dreaming when I was a kid..

The room was like a little heaven for the kids and so "magical" ... haha

How lucky my 2 nephews can have such an environment to live in...

Nowaday kids and children are so lucky and fortunate to have so many things

which I cannot have during my time...

Well, these kind of things cannot be compared and we also cannot choose and

turn back the clock, isn't it... Let move on... =)

Finally, my cousin arrived with her husband and her 2 little darling, babies boys...
Seeing my two nephews (see the two handsome boys in the pictures) for the first time,

I was so excited and delighted...
They are simply so lovely and adorable...
Then after a while more and more relatives came...
my 表哥 with his wife and darling gal, my 3rd uncle and aunt,
followed by my 4th uncle and aunt arriving one by one.
It was so nice to have almost everyone gathering once in a while.
I was playing and taking pictures of the 2 cute nephew and my 2 little 小鬼 cousins...
Luckily, my sister's bf was there and he "suffered the most" being tortured madly
by the 2 little 小鬼 cousins.. I stood down there watching the show happily and taking
pictures .. haha

Soon after, they went for a swim which I didn't take part as usual.. haha

Of course, some of my relatives also asked me many things regarding my work and

personal life. Even though I already expected the questions but somehow, I managed

to brush them aside.. lol...

However, my 姑丈 often advised me to upgrade myself and get my degree... haha

This time round, I told him I will go study maybe in 2 yrs time... and he was like

why must wait 2 years.. haha.. then I told him.. now no motivation lor.. haha

Time to go home soon. (the time read 7.55pm)

I can feel and sense the happiness and joy which I hardly ever felt for so long.
Hopefully, there will be plenty more to come in the coming year.

Guess this is one of the more positive blog I wrote for the year...

Pray that there be more nice and happy things to come... =x

PS: To all the blogger, reader and people out there,
Wishing you a Happy and Prosperous New Year 2008.

Be healthy, happy and blessed with lot of wealth and joy too.

Be daring to pursue your dreams and goals in life.

Live life to the fullest...
Cheers =)

CNY Eve

It's just another Lunar (Chinese) New Year to me....

Nothing special or wonderful anymore.... another ordinary day for me....

I am still in the office and don't really feel like going home so early...

Although it is unofficial being declared as half day (after 12pm can go home)

I do not feel excited, happy or very looking forward to 团圆饭.

Maybe I feel frustrated with something....

Trying to figure out why must we have reunion dinner during this time of the year...

Does it mean only can have reunion dinner on this occasion?

The food taste just the same ...isn't it so?

Well... guess I just complaining a lot...

Maybe the atmosphere and feeling does not feel the same anymore...

Cause this world keep changing every day until it make me change as a person too..

Thinking too much and turning into a little evil person by the name

called Devil....

Nvm... the Devil is hungry... which mean

Time to go home for my 团圆饭.

Wishing all of you have a good and wonderful 团圆饭.

Happy Chinese New Year (and collect lot of Ang Bao for those who are still single or little kids)

Let welcome the Year of the Rat (鼠年) together....

Cheers =)

Life & Death

Yesterday I just went to a colleague father's wake in the afternoon at lunch time...
Suddenly, many thoughts came to my mind.
Why do humans have to suffer before they die?
Why must our loved one die (before us)?
Why we cannot choose the our own "expiry date"?
Lastly, when will be my time come?
haha.. maybe when i become one of the "shinning star"
Lol.. I am not being negative or depressed before the CNY is coming...

But I can feel, understand and sympathise the pain of a patients who have to
gone through so much pain and agony...
The pain of losing your precious and loved one...
The pain of feeling so emptiness and willingness to fight to live for another day..
The pain of not able to help your loved/special one when they are suffering..

Finally... what have I achieved or hope (and want) to achieve before I leave this world?
I know the day will come when somebody above chop a "stamp and I will have to go meet them"
Maybe what I want to achieve hopefully will be done when my time come...
Haha.. too many silly questions running and flashing through my minds....
Anyway, I do not have any answer or I don't even need any answer...
Because they are no longer important to me... at least for now

恶魔在身边

The sky was grey....
The rain just stopped...
The weather was cooling....
However....
I'm feeling so tired....
Not because of lack of sleep... Perhaps...
Something seem to struggle inside my thoughts and mind....
Why do I feel this way?
I don't know.. I got no answer... I don' have a solution...
Or maybe I simply do not want to care and bother....
I am restless... powerless... helpless.....
but I need to be strong enough to fight on another day....
because there is simply no other alternative for me....
The Devil is here....

Welcome To Crazy World

Today is 1st Feb.... a Friday
nothing better to do
that why anyhow
write a blog to keep myself occupied...
lolx.. nonsense lah...
those who read my blog..
don bother what i say.....
cause it just how i feel at that moment....
thinking all kind of craps....rubbish... shit things in my brain...
Feeling kinda of lost and confused what I want now...
but don care.... just trying to use a compass and point to the right direction
to get out of this big thick forest....
Please help me.......
I turning Crazy.... ^^