Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Let it be.....

What caused conflicts between people?
Assumptions... miscommunication... prejudice... misunderstanding... a lot more...
I was misunderstood by one of the closest person...
I know how she feel when I do not greet her...
But I dare to swear I did not see her walking past ...
OMG... never mind... since she assumed that I am such a person,
then I just do not want to bother anymore...
Whoever misunderstood or accused me of something which I did not even know or done...
Let them be...
Sometimes... people are just guessing... assuming...
So what else or more can I say...
Since I am already being portrayed as a bad person... I also do not want
to change the bad image or perception they have of me...

Being a good and kind person is not easy...
Human beings are just too complicated....
From now on... I will no longer be the Mr nice guy anymore
What will be shown on my expression is a
cold blooded, evil and fearsome look that will make
people keep away from me...
I do not need anybody to understand my inner self anymore...
because it is pointless, meaningless, fruitless, useless and hopeless....

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Life is....

I cried... because of a drama...
It's moved me to tears...
All of sudden, the tears just dropped one by one...
I cannot control myself...
Maybe I always wish to have a "hero" Dad.
The hero in the drama was dead...
because he killed the most dangerous and wanted criminal.
Yet he was also shot by him...
Most importantly... the trainee who he was training was
his "long lost son"... he finally found out he actually got a son...
OMG... and he also waited 20 over years for his love before
she finally agreed to go on a date with him.
He waited and waited for so long.. yet he do not have the chance at all...
Heaven is playing a cruel joke on him...
Yet it was a sad and tragical ending...
At this moment, my mind was feeling so .....
If only.... forget it.... I should just move on...
Life is like a drama....
Life is like a game...
Life is being your own true self...
Life is nothing more than...
Life is just .....

Thursday, October 2, 2008

All the best, DQ!

30th Sept... Tuesday...
It was one of my good colleague last day in the company...
He worked there for almost 4yrs 3mths plus...
Actually, we were from the same batch of graduatate in the same course during poly...
Keke... but I only get to truly talk and know him last year as I was those very "conservative and anti-social and quiet little mouse" hiding in one corner ... haha...
But through table tennis, I become good friends with him...
He often go gym at our wellness centre and have a good body shape. =p
Actually he been telling me he will be leaving soon earlier this year.
Never expected that the day arrive so fast...
I wish you all the best and may you have more success in your new company (start work tml).
Don't forget me when you are doing well hor.. keke..
Let come out for coffee and whack some table tennis when you got time
Good luck, DQ! ^_^
Haiz.. so many nice and good colleagues have left this year... and more will be leaving (i guess)...
Si beh sianz... when will my turn come...
Praying hard hard....

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Surprise Visitor



















There was a surprise visitor in our company staff shop.
Guess who...It is the Formula One racer who got 2nd place at the recent first night race in Singapore Grand Prix, Nicole Rosberg (Germany).
OMG... the email was only send out in the morning that he will be coming but I didnt receive it.
Luckily, my colleagues told me and we all went down to catch a glimpse of him...
Wa.. so many people went... cannot believe it
Keke.. Finally, he arrived at 3.45pm.
He was really so cute and handsome... Here are some of his picture taken by one of my colleague. Of course there are still many more pictures..
My collleagues all rushed to take a picture with him.. haha.. I also got his signature on my $10 dollar note.. Ssshhh
What a day...





42nd CSLC

42nd CSLC
Leader......